Impulses

I'll try anything to
Put my heart at ease
Just can't stand the pain
And I'm willing to put
Things to sleep
That made me lose the race

But I'm feeling like I'd entered the path
Always so close, but never getting there

And now that I can dig through this mess
I'm trying to catch a place
But my mind just regret

'Cause all my impulses
Call for affection
I just can't stop
All my impulses
Drive all my actions
Please make it stop

Try to change my ways, I'll get there
Bottom of my well is spring-loaded

Find a fucking rough place to bear
Wait to give a cup and raise hell

Cried, lost all my sleep
Getting too deep
Tuned with all the rage
This fight took all of me
I'm ready to be in love with what I am made of

Take it in the path and no pass
Feel I'm getting close to get there

There's nothing I can take through this mess
I swore I need to change, but then I'm coming fast

'Cause all my impulses
Called for attention
And I couldn't stop
All my impulses
Drove all my actions
Just so distraught

Try to change my ways, I'll get there
Bottom of my well is spring-loaded