Why Do I Hate

My homicidal fantasies let me breathe
And take my mind off of every motherfucker trying to kill me
So can you see me sipping soco and seven?
Me and my homies getting fucked up
Tomorrow we dreading
'cause it hurts knowing that I'm cursed
Fantasizing of my dead body in a hurse
So why don't we just drop all that bullshit and move on
'cause we all gonna die before long

Why do I hate you? I don't even fucking know
Why do I hate you? You're just a little hoe
Why do I hate you? I don't even fucking know
Why do I hate you? You'rе just a little hoe

No, it won't take long bеfore we drop bombs
Lying in a church, hearing funeral songs, praying to the lord
Hoping we can make it through this life of hell
I don't think you can take it
'cause you a coward, you just a little man
Why'd you fuck with me? Do you know who I am?
Ya, I'm a crazed bitch, just look in my eye
You gonna die, but don't cry
This is life

Why do I hate you? I don't even fucking know
Why do I hate you? You're just a little hoe
Why?

Do you remember back in the day when we used to be homies?
And all the fun we had planned, and all the fun it was gonna be
I took your family in, made them my own
But you ran off like a scared bitch, left them alone
Why can't you let me live, let me be who I wanna be?
And why y'all homies trying to fade me
Why can't you let me breathe?
Quit taking out my I.V
And watching me bleed under my bed sheets
While I dream it was all a scheme
I thought you had my side
You said you'd get my back but you left me to ride
And I alone died, "homie", at least you said you was
You couldn't handle a brother being in love
With the future of dreams, fortune and money
So you left me for my fantasies, with my homies and honeys

Why?

Why you blame me? I know you couldn't handle the drama
I think you're scared, and that's why you running to mama
What's with you, homie? What's with all the hating?
I'm hearing rumors that you played me
When people conversating of the past
But you told them all lies
You made them cry 'cause another homie died
But now it's all said and done
No one gives a fuck, dead in my mind
And that's why I hate you

Why do I hate you? I don't even fucking know
Why do I hate you? You're just a little hoe
Why?