Asphyxia

夜に閉じ込められた子は
Yoru ni tojikomerareta ko wa
無表情に息を止めた
muhyōjō ni iki wo tometa

だってどうしようもないことばかりじゃない
Datte dōshiyō mo nai koto bakari ja nai
帰れない世界で溺れている
Kaerenai sekai de oborete iru
(Open your eyes) 沈む影
(Open your eyes) Shizumu kage
どんな今でもこれが現実
Donna ima demo kore ga genjitsu

自由とは何
Jiyū to wa nani
あなたがくれた痛みが
Anata ga kureta itami ga
愛かもしれないと
Ai kamoshirenai to
一人で期待してた
Hitori de kitai shiteta

僕を導く
Boku wo michibiku
シャーデンフロイデはいらん
SHĀDENFUROIDE wa iran
技とらしいドラマティックには飽きた
Waza torashii DORAMATIKKU ni wa akita
Discordに耽美して
Discord ni hanbi shite

不条理しかたないなんて
Fujōri shikatanai nante
いつまで言えるのか
Itsu made ieru no ka
どれだけ諦めれば
Dore dake akirame reba
気が済むんだろう 笑える
Ki ga sumu ndarou waraeru

壊れても生きて
Kowarete mo ikite
期待はずれのエンドロール
Kitai hazure no ENDORŌRU
何度も折れた
Nando mo oreta
心で僕は続く
Kokoro de boku wa tsuzuku

息を吸うごとに
Iki wo suu goto ni
錆びていく体だから
Sabite iku karada dakara
剥がれ落ちる僕も
Hagareochiru boku mo
認めて戦うだけだ
Mitomete tatakau dake da

Elegyに少しも顔を変えず
Elegy ni sukoshi mo kao wo kaezu
夜の中息を始める
Yoru no naka iki wo hajimeru

[Intro]
A child trapped in the night
Stopped breathing without expression

[Verse 1]
There's nothing we can do about any of this
We're drowning in a world we can't change
Open your eyes, the shadows sink
But no matter how it seems right now, this is reality

[Chorus]
What is freedom? I selfishly hoped
That the pain you gave to me might be love
I have no need
For this Schadenfreude that keeps me down
I've grown tired of its heavy-handed drama
And discord aesthetic

[Bridge]
How long can you keep saying
That things are unfair or hopeless?
How much giving up until you're satisfied?
It's laughable

[Chorus]
Even broken, I live on
My ending credit roll betrays all expectation
With a heart that's been broken again and again
I keep on
Each time I breathe, my body continues to rust
I just need to accept the parts of me that fall away as I fight on」

[Outro]
Her face unresponsive to her elegy
She starts breathing in the dead of night