The Length of A Smile

I lost my smile today
Through the fog in my own brain
I lost my voice again
I didn't want to talk anyway
I can be mistaken
(?)
Stayed the same
Since the first day it was clear
Smoke damage from the house fire still lingers
Lays in my chest
I wasn't here for you
I wasn't there for you
But you still treat me the same
I've been living a lie but I never left
Is that such a bad thing?
I've been living a lie but I never left
Is that such a bad thing?
I've been living a lie but I never left
Is that such a bad thing?
I've been living a lie but I never left
Is that such a bad thing?