Colorblind

What if I painted skies
Would I paint them black and white
Because my head clouds my eyes again

I can't see what's wrong or right
Nothing changes day and night
When will I see the light again?

I feel so colorblind
So colorblind
When I can't be here dreaming in grey

I feel so colorblind
Now I'm so distant from who I want to be
I've been crying and crying somebody help
If I'm trying and trying to be someone else
Save me from myself

What if I run and hide
Let the whole world pass me by
Would I say that I lived when I die
I could simply live a lie and say I tried
But it just won't be the same

I feel so colorblind
Now I'm so distant from who I want to be
I've been crying and crying somebody help
If I'm trying and trying to be someone else
Save me from myself

Save me from myself
In the dark I feel so numb
Save me from myself
So take me back to where I started from
If I could have one wish
Would you pull me out of here
Show me a sign, show me the light
Show me how to live again

I feel so colorblind
And I've been trying and trying but nothing helps
Now I'm so distant from who I want to be
I've been crying and crying somebody help
If I'm trying and trying to be someone else
Save me from myself