Blessing

[Verse 1]
All this time I've been alive
I have counted up the hours
And they don't seem to add up
I think You took them away from me
And don't say that You didn't
And don't tell me I'm an ungrateful son
When I chose to be in it

[Chorus]
How do You decide
Who gets the blessing and who gets the curse?
I wanna know, I wanna know
I've been trying to decide
If I'm the best or if I'm the worst You've ever known
You've ever known

[Verse 2]
And be not afraid
Be still and know that I am God
When I walked on the water and the storms came in
Did you know I was sinking?

[Chorus]
How do You decide
Who gets the blessing and who gets the curse?
I wanna know, I wanna know
I've been trying to decide
If I'm the best or if I'm the worst You've ever known
You've ever known

[Interlude]
Oh woah oh
Oh oh oh
Oh woah oh
Oh oh oh

[Bridge]
I've been trying hard to be the son You wanted
But I don't have it in my body
I guess You'll have to carry me

[Chorus 2]
How did You decide
That I was worth it and that I'm deserving of such sweet sacrifice
I wanna know
After all of this time
I've been cursing Your name since the day I was alive