Scarabs

Scarabs
By Completely Inadequate

[C.I.]
I feel the scarabs...

Commitment
What is your opinion
What if its different
Conflicted
Can someone sit in
I’ve reached the limit
Too much consistent
We are right next to each other but oh so distant

Broke, but won’t fix it
Awoke, to something different
The rope, is burning blisters
Suppose, it was my jitters
Head in clouds and my hearts in a twister
Mister mister? please, man this beard is simply whiskers
No i’m not lion, only kitten
Stuck in submission
Stop comparing to another theres no competition
Working fine? then I’ll try to fix it
Catch this stupid little fox in his search for a vixen
Lips are always moving | thats why you never listen
The proof is in the soothing | thats why I never missed it
The truth is less confusing | that's why I’m here admitting
Subdued my bad decisions | thats why I’m here submitting

Am I the same?...
Am I the same person?
Am I the same person when I’m by myself or do I act a little different ‘round someone else?
Am I the same person when I’m ALL by myself or do I act a little different ‘round someone else?

It’s hard to tell, chasing tail, no wind in sails
As she inhales, the promise fails, my choice is insignificant and veiled
Looking pale, the sun impales, 23 and still I’m frail
This cloud I call heaven keeps on throwing ALL it's hail
Tall tale spins - I’ll begin
To realize the scarabs crawling underneath my skin
A walking talking sin, mostly made of oxygen, yet I smoke too much to quit, better pack that bowl again, holy smokes Inadequate, Completely out of it, better leave me out of it, junky just about to binge - on life, let me go - let me live

I feel the scarabs...

-[C.I.]