I Just Don't Believe Me Anymore

I told my friends that you'd come back
You loved me way too much
I told myself just wait and see
That soon you'd be in touch
I had us all convinced I knew
Exactly where you stood
But here I am still hangin' on
And you're still gone for good

That's why I just don't believe me anymore
I told myself so many lies
That i've quit keeping score
I wouldn't trust my eyes
If you came walking through that door
Cause I just don't believe me anymore

I told my heart the hurt would heal
That time was on our side
And you'll be walkin' tall again
Is what I told my pride
Just have some faith I told my doubts
We'll find somebody new
But truth be known, we're still alone
And still not over you

That's why I just don't believe me anymore
I told myself so many lies
That i've quit keeping score
I wouldn't trust my eyes
If you came walking through that door
Cause I just don't believe me anymore