Surrendering

You don't care about me or what I say
Cast me out so I stay away
Nothing special; wasted space
In the way and out of place
I live my life so I'm not alive
Fade away until I die
Nothing to give and not a thing to take
I want to try, but I'm too late

I'm selfish, ungrateful, a coward incapable of showing the love I didn't know I had
My bitterness is taking over
Blinded by what I can't see
But I know that I hate the world that's always hated me

Why is it so hard to see what's so hard for me to separate these things?
Right or wrong, truth or not
I won't let this world take my life from me

I've had enough
I had a thought placed inside my head
I've had enough of this world that speaks for death
I had a thought. It was placed in my head
But I won't give up I'll beat out death instead

I won't give up
Don't give up on me
I can't stand aside and let the world decide what's right for me. I won't surrender
I'll lift my eyes, and not a flag
I won't surrender
I'll live to see another day
I won't surrender
I'll lift my eyes
I'm not afraid