Not In The Mood To Live

[Verse 1]
I feel it comin’ today
No bitter pills, just shallow hills
Dead set to fade away
I guess it’s time for me
To boldly go, so comatose
I just forget to be

So many reasons not to fight, I won't resist
It's easier than this

[Chorus]
I surrender to the current
Let the water pull me in
Oh, I promise I will continue
But at the moment, I’m not in the mood to live

[Verse 2]
I know it’s starting today
The heaviness of all of this
Can take a lot away
And when it gets on to me
The only thing that I can do
Is simply wait and see

Don’t get me wrong- I don’t want to die, or breathe, or move
I just wanna live, wanna live to see

[Chorus]
I surrender to the current
Let the water pull me in
Oh, I promise I will continue
But at the moment, I’m not in the mood to live

[Chorus]
I surrender to the current
Let the water pull me in
Oh, I promise I will continue
But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live

I'm not in the mood to live