Deathwishers
There's a point in the night when it all seems pointless
You hate your friends and you miss your bed
And you find yourself faced with two choices:
Stumble home or drink through it
Well surprise, here I am again
Existential dread at 3 a.m
But I'll die before I let the demons win
So you can just keep pouring 'cause I won't say when
And tonight could be the night
That we ruin the rest of our lives
And I know that thought should scare me
But I can't imagine why
Deathwishers -- We're all trying to take the edge off
Deathwishers -- But we're just making the blade dull
Deathwishers -- And we're just letting the blade fall
And dragging it back and forth all night 'til we draw blood
And every conversation has devolved
Into eyes glazed, waiting 'til it's our turn to talk
And not a single one of us has an original thought
We're just regurgitating lines of movie dialogue
But I've got bad ideas and worse-laid plans
And I'm hellbent on going through with them
And you look like you could use a friend
Well I could use you too to malicious ends
And tonight will be the night
That we ruin the rest of our lives
And you told me that you trust me
But I can't imagine why
Deathwishers -- We're all trying to take the edge off
Deathwishers -- But we're just making the blade dull
Deathwishers -- And we're just letting the blade fall
And dragging it back and forth all night 'til we draw blood
That was the worst thing that I've ever done
I ended up outside my body and I tried to run
But my legs wouldn't work and my eyes wouldn't shut
I just stood there screaming at us both to get up
It was the scariest thing I've ever seen
I slapped myself as hard as I could hoping it was a dream
But I couldn't shake the vision
Of you shaking on the side of the street
And tonight has been the night
We barely made it out alive
And I know I should feel lucky
But I can't remember why
Deathwishers -- We're all trying to take the edge off
Deathwishers -- But we're just making the blade dull
Deathwishers -- And we're just letting the blade fall
And dragging it back and forth all night 'til we draw blood