November

It seems to have been forever since the skies were not clouded
Since I witnessed a wink from the sun
Although the seasons have changed and spring reaches all my senses
It is nevertheless November in my heart
Because I know you are not there for me anymore
That you won't hold my hand again
But I can still feel your hand in mine
As we once walked side by side
And I remеmber your smile that made my hеart grow fond
As these memories die my life comes to a complete standstill
The passion that kept me moving paralysed by disappointment
November in my heart because I know you are not there for me anymore
That you won't hold my hand again
But I can still feel your hand in mine
As we once walked side by side
So I close my eyes against tears
To see how far my life has strayed away from the one I had meant to live
I close my eyes against tears to feel a bitter pain
While remembering those gentle moments we thought would last forever
I would like to hear the birds sing
I would like to pick up flowers
I want to overcome November