Negative Heart

[Intro]
Uh, (Eleven), uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Ahem!

[Verse 1]
Why you always told me that I’d never be shit
I put my heart out there, more than I would’ve admit
I never should have told you all the shit that I done did
You used it all against me, like I was a fucked up kid
But now I’m really fucked up, from all the shit I learned
I never thought my own would be the ones to do me dirt
I always knew respect wasn’t just given, it was earned
That’s what I fuckin’ get for trustin’ you, and gеttin’ burned
Never wantеd to be alone, but we just grew apart
Always wanted to be the one that you loved from the start
I didn’t even think you’d be the one to break my heart
But now I’m sittin’ here, wonderin’ where we fell apart
The talks and the cries, was it the times you told me lies
The times that I forgave you, even though it wasn’t right
I knew I should’ve left, just didn’t see it in your eyes
Every time I called you out, all you did was just deny (Eleven)

[Chorus]
I never thought you’d do me wrong, I never thought you would leave
I wanted to believe you, even though I saw deceit
Never wanted to make this shit hard
But then I fuck it all up, and I gotta start from the start
Now I’m just reflectin’, and you was a fucked up dream
Why would you stay, if you didn’t wanna be with me
‘Cause I was tryna play my part
But then I come crashin’ down with a negative heart

[Verse 2]
Now I’ma just move on, and act like nothin’ really happened
I ain’t about to be bitter, fuck, I look old fashioned
Puttin’ it down in history, doc this shit up as a lesson
Don’t ever stay with someone, who gets mad for askin’ questions
Someone gon’ care about you, better do it first
You lookin’ in that mirror, better see your worth
Better see the ones who are loyal to the end
The ones who will die for you, the ones you call your friends
That’s all that really matters, just focus on your sanity
Blood makes you related, but loyalty makes you family
No matter what your race, gender, or nationality
As long as we are loyal, it doesn’t matter how we came to be
All got the same goals and need a reason just to fight
People along the way, and they not all gon’ treat you right
As long as you keep movin’ out of sight, out of mind
They can front all they want, but can’t do it from behind (Eleven)

[Chorus]
I never thought you’d do me wrong, I never thought you would leave
I wanted to believe you, even though I saw deceit
Never wanted to make this shit hard
But then I fuck it all up, and I gotta start from the start
Now I’m just reflectin’, and you was a fucked up dream
Why would you stay, if you didn’t wanna be with me
‘Cause I was tryna play my part
But then I come crashin’ down with a negative heart (Eleven)