Not depressed just a recession

Fuck a depression
Downplay my pain, like a recession
You can call me professor
Let me give you a lesson

Fuck a depression
Downplay my pain, like a recession
You can call me professor
Let me give you a lesson

I don't want to be a part of this system
I could give a fuck how you feel, man
I just want a wife and some kids, man
Fucking propaganda can't win, no

That shit got me feeling fucked up, yeah
Hard to keep my fucking head up, shit
Demoralized out the ass, yeah
Ready for war, bring it on

Back back, Give me fifty feet
Lately I'm feeling so weak
Hard to find entropy within
But at least that shit made me unique

Wearing a mask like I'm Jason
Pretend i'm ok, I'm salesman
I'm really ok, I'm just venting
Hedonism is tempting

Avoiding the void
All the questions that I avoid
Playing with ifs
Breaking it down like a bad toy

Now the suggestions
Hard to mumble, sometimes I stumble
How do I reach the top
When so many hope that I crumble

I'm not wanted
Until april 15th i'm jaded
I feeling so guarded
My house is gonna have to be gated

Gun in my waistband
I don't let anyone else run it
Talking security
I don't even know if it is worth it

I'm feeling troubled
Thoughts in my head are hard to relax
If I was a little bit dumber
I could turn up to the max

Music evading
The beat in my heart, it tares me apart
Constantly angry
Not talking js, only way I react

I don't want to be a part of this system
I could give a fuck how you feel, man
I just want a wife and some kids, man
Fucking propaganda can't win, no

That shit got me feeling fucked up, yeah
Hard to keep my fucking head up, shit
Demoralized out the ass, yeah
Ready for war, bring it on

I don't want to be a part of this system
I could give a fuck how you feel, man
I just want a wife and some kids, man
Fucking propaganda can't win, no

That shit got me feeling fucked up, yeah
Hard to keep my fucking head up, shit
Demoralized out the ass, yeah
Ready for war, bring it on