Crumpledbigskin

Jay Clayton

I want to create
To Maybe find those who relate
But my struggles feel inadequate
And all I make just simulates

What I can’t explain
And It feels like I feign
These difficulties, opportunistically
To capitalise off my pain

To make art from something difficult
I know it can be healing
But how much do I rely
On self-destructive feelings

Will I better myself if the fuel for the fire
Is demoralising patterns
Is it really constructive
To wait for the next bad thing to happen

Is it inspiration
Is it a way of confronting?
Am I stagnating?
Or am I overcoming?

I feel like sharing this
Is so unbecoming
And though I want to vent
And pay the rent
Perhaps it’s better to do nothing

How much do I undermine
My own and others trauma
When I quickly repurpose it
As sellable melodrama?
Sometimes I doubt my self so much
Are my Tragedies authentic
Or just a creative writing tool
For me to make a buck quick?

Well If someone I love dies
Will I find I start to write
An entire concept album
About how they’re no longer alive?

And will it really be needed
To profit from the process?
Does it come from a need to make art to survive
Or just dramatic excess?

If there’s a fire
And I think I'm gonna die
The more I repeat it
The more it feels like a lie
Well it’s not that bad
Well at least at least at least
At least I didn’t die
So this song could be released

To make art from something difficult
I know it can be healing
But how much do I rely
On self-destructive feelings

Will I better myself if the fuel for the fire
Is demoralising patterns
Is it really constructive
To wait for the next bad thing to happen

How much do I undermine
My own and others trauma
When I quickly repurpose it
As sellable melodrama?

Sometimes I doubt my self so much
Are my Tragedies authentic
Or just a creative writing tool
For me to make a buck quick?

Wissenswertes über das Lied Crumpledbigskin von Crywank

Wann wurde das Lied “Crumpledbigskin” von Crywank veröffentlicht?
Das Lied Crumpledbigskin wurde im Jahr 2021, auf dem Album “Just Popping In To Say Hi” veröffentlicht.
Wer hat das Lied “Crumpledbigskin” von Crywank komponiert?
Das Lied “Crumpledbigskin” von Crywank wurde von Jay Clayton komponiert.

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