Ain't Been Around
I would give a fuck
But I don’t give a fuck
Cause I gave you my all
But it wasn’t enough
I’m just stuck in a ruck
I feel sad as a bitch
Try to open me up
But I’m scared that you’d snitch
Tell the world how I feel
That my smile isn’t real
Leave me be I need peace
I’m just trying to heal
How much time would I get
For the time that I’ve killed
On the game writing songs
Calling bitches to chill
So many homies
But somehow I’m lonely
Ironic I can’t call ya phone
You so phony
So please do not bro me
I’m distancing slowly
I carry myself
I just pray I can hold me down
Some niggas think that I’m soft
I just think niggas are lost
I wrote an album bout love
But I’ll still let that 40 applaud
Clap at you niggas I don’t fw frauds
I just might snap if yo energy off
Shittin I’m pissing my enemies off
I stack my bread like a loaf
I’m a peace
Are you peeping my growth
I ain’t chicken but cool off the beef
Yet my name in they mouth
Like some teeth
I been down I came up from defeat
Like trying on new pairs of jeans Sheesh
Here’s a reminder to love what you have
Cherish it don’t let it slip from your grasp
Everyone comes but not everyone lasts
Don’t let your future revisit your past
Let em stare at your back And never react
Just cause they threw a show
That don’t mean you should clap
Niggas do dirt then ask you for a nap
If you ain’t my kin then I ain’t got yo back
Better Clean up yo mess
For that dirt leave you dirty
Can’t trust a soul go to church with a 30
If shit looking sketchy I draw in a hurry
Cause I done been crossed by my woes
Niggas hate when you treat em like foes
Another reason to stay on yo toes
Lose connection and focus on goals
Ain’t been around the way
I’m feeling down today
I’m trynna smile today
Take a mile a day
I’ve lost homies to a stay watched the old me go astray
If you know me send a wave
Cause we can go at any day
If I say I love you don’t take it for granted
I come from down under where nothing was handed
This shit is unfolding precised as we planned it
I never had money
This shit is outlandish
I’m seating my haters
I know they can’t stand it
Trynna ball like I’m Kobe
RIP Kobe let em know they can’t hold me
Why they think that they know me
If you did that’s the old me
I got niggas that owe me
Breaking bread cause we homies
Now I ain’t got no homies
That’s what happens in jersey
Took an L now I’m learning
What you do don’t concern me
Yea what they do don’t concern me