Running Back (Prod. By Tone Jonez)
Stuck in my past
'Bout to relapse
I keep running back to you
I try to refrain but your nectar's so sweet and savory
I keep running back to you
Loving you is complicated 'cause I
Don't really love you
But I love to
Come back to
The bad you
Good you
Back and forth you
That part of you
Lying to, you
That part of you flying to the grave
Running to misbehave
Running straight into the blade like death is an arcade
Afraid
Never really seeing shade
Feet up in your brain, dazed
Standing in the rain, crazed
Withstanding the pain, amazed
Never knowing when to stop, train
The muscles keep building
Feel the pain
I'm looking out of a dark soul, window pane
I feel the rain
Feel ashamed
Pulling back on the reigns
But this car controls everything, dang
I thought I was pushing forward but the rope was pulling back
Now look at where I'm at, just
Stuck in my past
'Bout to relapse
I keep running back to you
I try to refrain but your nectar's so sweet and savory
I keep running back to you
Other parts of you
Seeking truth
Knowing honesty, honestly
Fearing modesty
It gets trampled, never fall asleep
Fear ransom
Stand him
Up in the corner, coroner
Read the order
Today is the day that you meet your fate
Date, mate, but enemy at the same time
You change minds
Rearrange lines until you find
The best line to cover up all your lies
Tithes, where the cheese come from?
Mice, snitches on the border
Reporter, selling out for a quarter
That loose change
Replace your thorn with a new one
See how the noose change
Money makes the coupe change
But you still ain't got a new brain, that's Usain
Got bolts on his neck
See how Frankenstein chase a check?
We like zombies chasing flesh, yea, we
Stuck in my past
'Bout to relapse
I keep running back to you
I try to refrain but your nectar's so sweet and savory
I keep running back to you
Stuck in my past
'Bout to relapse
Stuck in my past
'Bout to relapse
Running back to you
Its like I love living dangerous
My mental mindstate is cancerous
Someone show me where the manger is
Pass me the cup of bloody water, take a sip
Show me the pool of troubled water, take a dip
I wish I could live life just like Jesus did
But I came out the womb screaming free the kid
Put on my track shoes and sprinted out his presence
Then turned around with my hand out looking for presents
Yea I'm a mess but I'm
(Stuck in my past, 'bout to relapse)
I didn't know that all my losses would turn into lessons
Or every single trial you was showing me the test, yes
(Stuck in my past, 'bout to relapse)
I gotta thank you for teaching me about repentance
Now, I'm (running back to you)