Mess of a Masterpiece

I can’t set my mind right
Tryna vacuum the void away from my sight
Every obstacle I dodge is just another way to get back to my dear stress
Just a toxic dress decorated in stupid little anxiety bombs being fired at my face
Can’t pick up the pace
Love my life hate the gen z slang
All the cold hearted gangs
Let that bang bang bang into a grave
Let me find the end of the cave
My mind is stuck in a haze
I wanna escape this trap and be swept by a wave
Wanna stop and slow down time
Wanna run counterclockwise
Wanna escape the crowd and levitate sky high
Wanna jump and deep dive
Into a place more harmonized
Into a place where I’m as calm as a firefly
Want a place more sublime
Want the grayness to die
Wanna visit my past in a dream and clean out my eyes

Hello early me
You’re who I wanna be
Let me escape this gray reality
Live in a mess of a masterpiece
Hello early me
So glad to see you in a dream
This is the right fantasy
This is a mess of a masterpiece