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Life gets tough I know,
Gotta stay strong, most things I keep to myself
Conversations won't help
The patient man I'm becoming holds too many L's
I'm the only one holding it down
Friends they were never around
You swim or you drown round here
Wearing my crown
Say what you want or feel but it's worth all the weight I swear
Bullied a bunch
I would hold back tears like why are these people like this
My heart got numb quick
The hate I get now I don't even mind it
Told so many girls I love them
Feel so bad not once did I mean it
Feel like Eve in the garden of Eden
Tempted and I still didn't see it
I show love beyond reason but who's got me when I need them
Done with healing, people don't care bout your feelings
Go out and ghost
The people doing the least get onto me say I'm doing the most
Man you're not even close
You guys are weird I don't know how you make friends
When I don't even trust you
When guys ask me to come out and chill
It's a lie if I say that I want to
I have no pride
Can't die young with things that my family's been through
From football, money, girls
My peace and quiet is what I've been into
I live two lives, if not said now you would never have known
Forever alone I'm cool with it though
I guess that's how shit goes
Always on my phone
No one shouts me though felt that in your soul
So I'm inside making bombs of songs
Praying one day we blow
I was never the kid you're kidding
Tell the young G's money over women
Both come through when you're winning
Feelings hurt so I stayed indifferent
Life's got a hold of me
I'm busy, ain't seen dad in a minute
It's a lie if I said that I miss him
Maybe it's just that my feelings missing
Feeling low right now
Maybe I'd do with a hundred grand
Bro's got a hundred plans to make us rich
I'll do whatever I can
I've said it before, I'll say it again
I'm here when you're feeling bad
I've felt the same
And sometimes felt like no one felt the same
Hear my pain, I'm bleeding
Girls out here tryna make it even
How odd, hot girl summer sad boy season
Yeah you can call me soft
The original author
Sorry I forgot the page and I lost the plot
Here to save the scene
If you don't like me, tough
Cause I'm all you got
My truth is nobody else's
No matter who I tell they can't help it
The worst pain is selfish
But at the same time the best pain is
Producing art call me Quincy Tellem
You don't get girls, you get them
In school I learnt different lessons
People get to you if you let them
I thought it was just a phase
Can't lie, I ain't been the same in a while
I smile of course
I still ain't the same kid that you know and I know
That used to smile
Can't fit in my shoes
Seen rock bottom
And still walked a thousand miles
Radioactive, trust me
This close to losing it like a thousand times
Be yourself
I lost touch with the world now I can be myself
I've got my mum, lol
Love my queens but who said I need these girls
The parts I leave of my story out
The pain in my bars will tell
All my life I seen the hate
And the guys who wanted to see me fail
Be yourself
I lost touch with the world now I can be myself
I've got my mum, lol
Love my queens but who said I need these girls
The parts I leave of my story out
The pain in my bars will tell
All my life I seen the hate
And the guys who wanted to see me fail