Something Special

[Verse 1]
I've been through it every motion
Swim myself across the ocean
And it's killing me
I've been hiking up for miles
But this mountain's getting higher
And it's killing me
I've been trekking through the jungle
Lost my place and fucked it up though
And it's killing me
I've been living in America
And life is so unfair
I think it's killing me
I've been working through pandemics
And been writing you anthemics
Don't know what I'm doing you see
I keep falling even lower
I've been singing and my throat hurts
Man it's killing me

[Chorus]
I know that someday, I'll be something special
And I think that that's the problem with me
I'm hoping one day, I'll be on that level
But I'm getting it all wrong, can't you see
(Oh) I know that someday, I'll be something special
And I think that that's the problem with me
(Oh) I'm hoping one day, I'll be on that level
But I'm getting it all wrong, can't you see

[Verse 2]
Calling you a hundred times
'Cause I forget our boundary lines
Complaining nothing's going right to simply up and pass the time
I'm thinking it could be a sign when I sit on the couch sometimes
I do it just to pass the time (I'm counting time to pass the time)
And when you don't call back
I'm stuck here staring at the phone
It's killing me, it's killing me, why am I so alone?
But I guess if had everything
I'd still be out here yelling that it's killing me

[Chorus]
I know that someday, I'll be something special
And I think that that's the problem with me
I'm hoping one day, I'll be on that level
But I'm getting it all wrong, can't you see
(Oh) I know that someday, I'll be something special
And I think that that's the problem with me
(Oh) I'm hoping one day, I'll be on that level
But I'm getting it all wrong, can't you see

[Bridge]
I've been holding out for hours
Man I've worked on this for hours
And it's killing me
Thought I'd have a sec to shower
But this song keeps turning sour
And it's really fucking killing me
Someday, I'll be something special
And I think that that's the problem with me

[Chorus]
I know that someday, I'll be something special
And think that that's the problem with me
(Oh) I'm hoping one day, I'll be on that level
But I'm getting it all wrong, can't you see
(getting it all wrong, can't you see)
Someday, I'll be something special
And I think that that's the problem with me
(Oh) I'm hoping one day, I'll be on that level
But I'm getting it all wrong can't you see
(Getting it all wrong can't you-)