Lord Knows

I wanna talk to GOD but will he talk back
Failure exciting me fighting me till I faught back
Staying ready was taught that
And tryna take my sons to award shows
But will I make it

Seen 30 but I dont seem worthy
Came along way from serving fiends early
Its me myself and I, that mean my team sturdy
Cease smirkin, Not for the bid clip hold T. Gurley
Curry wit it, Respect is due and nigga hurry wit it
Vision showed when I was still blurry wit it
Every night, Turn left or right It was a strip where they murkin niggas
Human roadblocks but I hurdled niggas, the nerve of niggas
Thinkin they can end me, loaded semi, foe or friendly
I'm throwin plenty, GOD body, Yall know whats in me
They said the bread Is this way, I"ll hit the road with Henny
On my swervo word to herbo, I can show you iffies
This the shit that I was built fo
When them shots rung out and I survived wit tears in my eyes, This is what I knelt fo
Prayers to the sky, replied, this is what I'm meant fo

I wanna talk to GOD but will he talk back
Failure exciting me fighting me till I faught back
Staying ready was taught that
Tryna take my sons to award shows
But will I make it only Lord knows
Will I make it only Lord knows
Will I make it?
No fitting squares in my circle, I can't afford those
Avoid those who wish you fall cuz only Lord knows

Fuck ya convo if it aint bag talk
I was in the trap lost, praying I get these packs off
Nights on that night owl, I was yelling out back door
Movin from my future was black to grabbing a black porsche
Staying on task duckin' the task force
Runnin laps Nipsey on Blast, mission is grab more
Blast off, climbed out the barrel kickin the crabs off
Betta go get it nigga fuck you sitting there mad for
Threw a ring on the realist ass is the fattest
Threw her up on some game now she grabbin the cabbage
Niggas passing for average, we just laugh at these bastards
Leveled up to boss talk got no rap for the rappers
I can't ignore all them times when I was ignored
And tired to get my shit off the ground and they left me floored
Of course, I Seen the road less traveled and took the course
And that ride Is what gave me this drive, the fuck is yours (The fuck is yours?)
I'm all ears aww yeah they all scared
I'm blessed ock, whats the move check rock lets ball where
I'm pullin up, strapped fully tucked all hardware
Want it now got tired of niggas saying its our year
Got tired of apartments lets move to mansions
Bandwagon room for standing, that's perfect since they can stand us
Nothin is how they planned it so double is what they'll hand us
Fuck who dont understand us we come from under the gamblers
Shakin the dice to get a plate at night
Face scruffy, no shaving from all that shaving white
How the fuck are we a-alikes
You couldnt fathom what a day was like, we couldn't say goodnight
We wasnt tucked in, that 40 tucked in
38 waist racing to bring them bucks in
We tryna say grace over plates that we brung in
So with a straight face to a hater its fuck them, with no regards
Coldest heart, Pistols by the two's Noah ark
Around the type of real shit that can expose a fraud
Far from holy but stay close to GOD
Know these streets will welcome you with open arms
Know the game cold but the game goes
From where these niggas change modes more than change clothes
Aim fo's flame throw till ya brains blown
Just to leave with what I came fo, yeah

I wanna talk to GOD but will he talk back
Failure exciting me fighting me till I faught back
Staying ready was taught that
Tryna take my sons to award shows
But will I make it only Lord knows
Will I make it only Lord knows
Will I make it?
No fitting squares in my circle, I can't afford those
Avoid those who wish you fall cuz only Lord knows

I wanna talk to GOD but will he talk back
Failure exciting me fighting me till I faught back
Staying ready was taught that
Tryna take my sons to award shows
But will I make it only Lord knows
Will I make it only Lord knows
Will I make it?
No fitting squares in my circle, I can't afford those
Avoid those who wish you fall cuz only Lord knows

I'm feeling so revived

What you got for me
Yeah

On everything I love man
Its no more let ups
I swear to carry it like this
For the rest of my life

Rest in peace to my Father
I got it