Too Close

I used to airbrush a sky.
With a darker shade of blue.
And a lighter tone than the brightest white.
I used to start with black,
that darkened the edges.
Created a path, how to work
But colors change.
Like leaves in a season.
It was all too much sometimes.
Too close for me to feel.
Too close for me to love.
Too close for me for everything or anything at all.
I was hiding a lie,
too scared to show it.
But you saw through me,
and eased my mind
But this new feelin',
got me scared again.
Cause it's all too much sometimes.
Too close for me to feel.
Too close for me to love.
Too close for me for everything or anything at all.
Too close for me to feel.
Too close for me to love.
Too close for me for everything or anything at all.
You gave me time to think it over.
Sometimes I lose it somehow, someway. You made it all so much better.
So it will not be, and it cannot be.
Too close for me to feel.
Too close for me to love.
Too close for me for everything or anything at all.
Not too close for me to feel.
Not too close for me to love.
Not too close for me for everything or anything at all. Not too close for me for everything or anything at all.