Perseverance of Death

This silence echoes in my head
Would it be best if I was dead?
Would it matter if I wasn't here?
Will I feel better if I didn't feel?

Think about a way to leave this world
My thoughts are empty and no truth unfolds
All this time, it only feels undeserved
Rest in cryonic where life's preserved

Reality is blurred, insanity
To say I'm living is blasphemy
Death's shadow weighing me down
Await the afterlife to wear my crown

Eyes wide open and I see pitch black
I wear the rope around my neck
I realize that it's the way
I will not live another day

I close my eyes, see what's real
Death angel calls, that's all I feel
And I won't question what my life's worth
Because nothing's left for me on Earth

Receive this word on behalf of my soul
It is I who sits here alone
Look upon me in the night
It is I who sits in the darkness
To grieve the tragedy of life
Now that I made my choice
It's you I'll leave behind
I will not look back
I will not hold back
Now it's my time
My time
My time to die