shadows
Somedays I look
In the mirror
And picture myself
Being something that I cant be
And one day
Imma appreciate
The way I am (I am)
Even if I dont like myself
At all (at all)
I feel lost (ah)
I feel trapped (ah-ah)
I cant get out (hm)
No I don't know where
To go (hm,mmm)
I'm tired of being
The second choice
(Second choice)
Always unseen
Hiding my true colors
Lost in my own shadow's sheen
(Hm,mmm)
And I'm tryna break free
From this hell you put me in
Yeah and my heart's
Heavy with pain (with pain)
Every day feels like a storm
Pouring down like rain
(Ah,hm)
But it doesn't matter
Cause I'm a growing pain
(Ah,hm)
Yeah I lived my life
I've made my choice
I've dealt with my demons
But they always seem to
Come back to haunt me more
(Haunt me more)
Now I'm lost in my
Own shadows
No I can't escape
There's no where to run
I gotta let it all go
I gotta let it all out
But don't worry
About me cause
I'll be alright (alright)
Maybe the sun will come out
Today
Maybe I'll be outside today
Maybe my shadows
Won't let me down again
Today,today
And maybe I'll get out
And run around
But I don't want to
Over think again
(over think again)
Maybe my shadows
Will let me shine
Maybe my shadows
Will let me leave all
Of that shit behind
Shadows (ah)
And I'm always
Hiding myself
Deep in the background
(Ah-Ah)
And I'm always
Chasing the sunsets
But I always fail to,oh
What is the outcome
Of being a good person
What is the outcome
Of being a great leader
Somebody please tell me
Is this really healthy?
I'm in my room, room
Sitting, crying , and
Being solitude (ah)
Wishing there be a better
Way of telling people
What I do to myself (myself)
Yeah I lived my life
I've made my choice
I've dealt with my demons
But they always seem to
Come back to haunt me more
(Haunt me more)
Now I'm lost in my
Own shadows
No I can't escape
There's no where to run
I gotta let it all go
I gotta let it all out
But don't worry
About me cause
I'll be alright (alright)
Maybe the sun will come out
Today
Maybe I'll be outside today
Maybe my shadows
Won't let me down again
Today,today
And maybe I'll get out
And run around
But I don't want to
Over think again
(over think again)
Maybe my shadows
Will let me shine
Maybe my shadows
Will let me leave all
Of that shit behind
Shadows (ah)
Silently speaking
In a crowd full of people
No one is even listening
No one is even paying attention
(Paying attention)
Silently speaking (hm)
In a crowd of people
But my voice gets lost
Lost in the noise and commotion
No one hears my cries (cries)
No one sees my life
Is it all a lie
Is it all a lie (lie)
Is it all a phase
Cause I need to
Get this shit off of my chest
I need to get this shit off of
My chest (my chest)
Yeah I lived my life
I've made my choice
I've dealt with my demons
But they always seem to
Come back to haunt me more
(Haunt me more)
Now I'm lost in my
Own shadows
No I can't escape
There's no where to run
I gotta let it all go
I gotta let it all out
But don't worry
About me cause
I'll be alright (alright)
Maybe the sun will come out
Today
Maybe I'll be outside today
Maybe my shadows
Won't let me down again
Today,today
And maybe I'll get out
And run around
But I don't want to
Over think again
(over think again)
Maybe my shadows
Will let me shine
Maybe my shadows
Will let me leave all
Of that shit behind
Shadows (ah)