Tormented by Regrets

It never crossed our minds that it would be the last time
I didn't say farewell, we didn't say goodbye
So I cry out loud
No chance for final words, no time to speak my praise
I only have one wish; to tell you face to face
So I cry out loud
"Can you hear me now?"

I have my regrets; the words I never said
Now they haunt me, they torment me

These thoughts are overwhelming, I am struggling to breath
I must rid myself of doubt, I must find relief

So I walk through the gates and kneel before the stone

I pour out all my heart, I want my conscience cleared
"Farewell my dearest brother"
I shout aloud for you to hear

Please listen, please hear me, please show me a sign
Hear my words, hear my woes, hear my desperate cries

I wish that I was there when you needed me
Your outstretched hand was out of my reach
Would it have been the same if someone would have stayed?
That is the question I ask to myself everyday