Here In My Mind

[Verse 1: Dedboii Kez]
If you’re gonna cry, come cry on me
I’ll take the weight off your mind for a while
Roses grow thorns, I don’t care if I bleed
I’ll do anything to see you smile
And what a sight
In that pretty black dress you know I like
And you made me smile when you didn’t even try
It broke my heart when you said goodbye

[Chorus: Dedboii Kez}
I live in a purgatory, everyday gets worser for me
And I’m screaming aloud, I’ve been bleeding out
That I live in a purgatory, everyday’s uncertain for me
And I’d rather be dead than without you
Here in my mind

[Verse 2: ProdByCrusty]
Got so used to lying bout my feelings and it sucks
Growing up they all expected me to just be tough
Bleeding out in silence while I’m trying to get up
Mental state in purgatory, I’m forever stuck
I know it hurts my momma, watching as I fall apart
Fighting everyday when you’ve been losing from the start
I wanna take my life away when shit gets hard
But I can’t leave my momma laying with a broken heart
But I think so much about suicide
I’m scared of losing time, cause when I lose my mind
What the point in moving on, I’m no longer strong enough

[Chorus: Dedboii Kez & ProdByCrusty]
I live in a purgatory, everyday gets worser for me
And I’m screaming aloud, I’ve been bleeding out
That I live in a purgatory, everyday’s uncertain for me
And I’d rather be dead than without you
Here in my mind