Just Spittin

Turned yo back on me it's cool tho I needed that pain
When the storm done imma shine again I needed that rain
Ain't shit promised in life but death it's all part of the game
Alotta people depending on me I gotta stay sane
And it's fuck em all who switched I'm on some me shit now
Always leave with the blick that's how I see shit now
Had to reset and get focused they can't see me down
Niggas need suits and red noses lotta geechies clowns
Learned to be selfish no bap they don't give a fuck
Don't fuck with who I love on my life I a send it up
Keep alotta shit in real stubborn ion vent enough
Ion need love it's too much I had to give it up
Out here hopeless searching for sum I know I won't get
Tryna keep people around who I know ain't gone fit
Holding on to false dreams when I know they ain't meant
Ion tell people my problems so they know I won't vent
All thanks to my God he always blessing me
Tryna stay afloat they don't know life be testing me
Thankful for the love I love the ones who invest in me
Gotta go through sum that's when y'all hear the best of me
And it's fuck the world I done felt alone too long
One day imma blow I been up in that mode too long
Obsessed with doing right I been doing it wrong too long
Tapping back into my craft I feel like I been gone too long
It's a cold cold world keep a coat out here
Keep ya feelings tucked cus it's gone hurt out here
Being nice hold no weight it won't work out here
Gotta stay to yourself cus niggas lurk out here
Most days I just wanna live outta my head
Got a lot up on my mental but it's better unsaid
Creating another life I just pray i'm prepared
Always steps ahead bag already secured
Ion got shit to prove to nobody but me
Shit was real lonely when I wasn't up on my feet
Imma make sure i'm lonely when I finally succeed
Tell me who do it better ion gotta compete
Man the jealousy so real and the hate so deep
Everybody can eat so why they hate on me
Y'all envious for what be straight on me
Once I let shit slide they wanna skate on me
I let people cap in peace I know the real fasho THat
Solid till the death of me I make sure that they know THat
Go hard or go home and I know I can't hold back
Can't dwell on the past so i'm living in the moment
No handouts I was meant to stand out Neva been a people person all that shit be Fanned out
Lotta shit done ran out now they got they hands out
Ian have a plan then but I got a plan now
Vu
A female but a real ass nigga fasho