Blue Veil

I wonder what hides on the other side
Of the mountains so pale wearing a blue veil
In the sky so high I think it's time to find something new
There maybe a river so cold I would shiver
But I'd fade away, forgetting the day
And not worrying what's to come as I realize I'm running from you
It's nothing you've said it's all in my head
The guilt and the shame for not feeling the same way
I use to for you, what was I to do when I finally knew
That if wouldn't be long, before I was gone
Before I begin to climb, leaving you behind
I need to explore if there's more I didn't know before
I fell off the cliff for you
I remember our first dance like two deer that prance
in the valley so quiet, waiting until it finds it's
Safe to come out, I'm about to come out alone without fear
But I'd be telling a lie if I'd say pulling a veil
From your eyes wasn't love, it was soft like the clouds above
But there shapes don't stay as they drift away letting down rain like tears
It's nothing you've said it's all in my head
The guilt and the shame for not feeling the same way
I use to for you, what was I to do when I finally knew
That if wouldn't be long, before I was gone
Before I begin to climb, leaving you behind
I need to explore if there's more I didn't know before
I fell off the cliff for you