Haunted Healing

I put a stop to your bull
All of the push and the pull
All of the back and forth
Because I could not take it any longer

Then you left me alone 'til you needed me again
And I was always there
The first time you heard my "no"
Was when I found out you never cared

Now that ship has sailed
You were my emotional hell
Your love could not have been real
Cause real love don't fail

Get it together... ok

Yo, the longer I sit here, I sit down and cry (yeah)
The longer it takes to get back to my why (well)
Why I first started and why I'm still going
I should put my focus back up to the sky

Away from all the bad vibes and all the careful lies
Away with negativity and dangerous soul ties
End my self pity, mental apartheid
So I can stop floating on this love lifeline

I used to wander at night, wonder if something I did made you this way
It was never my fault, you were messed up from day one
A part of me still hopes maybe one day you'll do better
But I can't wait forever

So go on with her or whoever you want
At this point this love is no longer what I want
I'd rather be alone
But you're the only love I've known

You knew what you had and now it's gone
You thought I'd never leave
And now
I have haunted healing
Yeah Yeah

Yo, the longer I sit here, I sit down and cry (Yeah)
The longer it takes to get back to my why (Well)
Why I first started and why I'm still going
I should put my focus back up to the sky

Away from all the bad vibes and all the careful lies
Away with negativity and dangerous soul ties
End my self pity, mental apartheid
So I can stop floating on this love lifeline