This Killing Is the Devil’s Blessing

I came to the understanding that my life was in need of meaning
I needed something worth believing
So I searched the globe for an answer that would satisfy these matters

There's no conclusion I could gather
To clear this disaster because I'm
Still a slave to this worldly master
I refused to strip away all that was important
To me or sacrifice my pride to cleanse my soul
I refused to cleanse my soul

A burden of life which glimmers clearly
A wanted gift that I thrеw away
This treasure I saw as a curse lеd me to this

Now I deal with the everyday burden of falling to my past mistake

This pain's a drive that can drive you on
Drive you to push harder than before
Drive you to places you'd never expect
And if left unchecked it can lead to death

Clearly I face a conflict within myself
Within myself
This darkness eats away at me I need some help
I need Help

A burden of life which glimmer clearly
A wanted gift that I threw away
This treasure I saw as a curse led me to this

There is no longer a balance between these opposing sides within me
Death will welcome me with open arms
Unless I change my ways