Retrospect

[Intro: Yung Nameless]
(That's disgusting)
Yah Yah
(Damn, you did 'em dirty)

[Verse 1: Yung Nameless]
They only love you when you're gone
They only want me when I'm high
I only want you when I need you
Then you're gone, I wonder why
The fog is cleared, some shit is faded
Lot of shit burned in my mind
A lot of choices I don't get now
Guess that smoke just made me blind
Always make excuses
For the person I've become
But when mistakes are turned to patterns
Can I blame it on the drugs? (Yah)
No, escape my life is shattered
Don't know what I'm running from
Saying "this ain't who I am"
I'm dodging consequences, playing dumb

[Chorus: Yung Nameless]
I'm so sick and tired
I'm so sick of trying
I just need some space
Say whatever, always lying
I'm so sick and tired
Dreams of fucking dying
I'm just tryna move on
Looking back, it got me crying

[Verse 2: Yung Nameless]
Breaking down again
Shit is happening all too often (Yah)
The drugs ain't solved no problems
Least the blows were being softened (Yup)
Cigarettes I'm smoking
Damaged lungs, I'm fucking coughing
Always thought that I'd just die
Didn't think that I'd be stopping
Imagine living through your failures
Just to live to fail again (Imagine that shit)
Now I fail to live a normal life
Stuck suffering instead (Yup, yup)
Imagine speaking your regrets
Just to regret the words you said (Yah, yah)
Now my regrets inform my living
Constant cycle til I'm dead, fuck it

[Chorus: Yung Nameless]
I'm so sick and tired
I'm so sick of trying
I just need some space
Say whatever, always lying
I'm so sick and tired
Dreams of fucking dying
I'm just tryna move on
Looking back, it got me crying