Where To?
[Hook x2]
I need you here. Always here. Again
(Verse One)
Where do I go from here?
Knowing I kept it a hundred, dear
Knowing nobody be coming near
Whenever I been, it's a couple years
Taking a toll and upped my fears
Becoming just too deaf to hear
The praise, the hatred and the tears
Half a decade I been here
And I have learned to turn deaf ears
Like Beethoven be drawing near
With the quill and the pen and peer
Into wills my past will steer
Me down a path I commandeered
I get it's not my fault
Making earthquakes with all my bars
I tend to get y'all shook to start
I've Seen my highs and flops
Played for retards and those smart
Enough to know why I been hard
And why whenever I got soft
I often turn to larger stars
To go supernova not fall
Blow up cuz of Cypher bars
But all my hydrogen is gone
I've Been iron cold to the core
But I won't collapse at all
I'll Premier like I'm a Gang Starr
But will the Gurus that I sought
Kick me out cuz of my songs
And if so, who will I have copped
To help me to the great beyond
From the landfills and pornstars
To kamikazes saying I bomb
Took me almost way too long
To get contacts, I'm blind and spar
But now with their insights
A crossroads Imma find
Question whether I'm in the right
Without a pencil or a mic
[Hook x2]
(Verse Two)
I got the net to start
But all they got is fishy talk
I don't wanna have to pop off
Unless there's soda or bars
That's the only time I'll spar
Never gonna type it off
In the comments of a song
Keyboard warriors all we got
And that's the last thing that we want
Any People who just talk
But too paralyzed to walk
And never shall I fall
For that shit that possessed you all
Transformed you into lazy pawns
So what other moves have I got
To execute just to prolong
Prolong my survival on top?
I'd push my luck as a mod
But ain't no way it'd be a job
I've seen all of my Master's Cards
And Indy doesn't Pay Pals
Whose essense be just to corrale
I could go back as a fan now
All my burdens getting wiped out
And I could relax and chow down
Can't play chicken tryna act foul
I don't want OnlyFans now
Cuz I got my friends and fam now
And I don't want them to find out
And I don't wanna get wiped out
So dirty all Imma write now
Is dirty-minded rhymes now