Bone Pipe

Tell me
Has my suffering satisfied you thirst?
I’m strung up, sucked dry, painted you a smile with my blood
They said happiness has a price
But my cost was a curse
Seems like my absolute best still is your very fucking worst

I’m dead tired
I wish death upon these liars
Professional bullshitters and internet messiahs
Fuck your lollipop dreams
And your fetishised violence
I’ll bring glory to the four five
Until there’s nothing but silence

This could be my curse or my remedy
This is me showing off what I have kept unseen
Might as well face it head first as my body’s debasing
All of my bones up for the taking
My mind broke, but I’ll never be breaking
Don’t go easy on me - You either fight or you flee

This life didn’t break me, my mind just got bent
All these contract chasing morons they all want to contend
But walk a mile in my shoes and your guaranteed ascent
Will have you hanging by your laces and that’s why I said
I smoke that bone pipe, I’m feasting off that marrow
Fuck your industry bullshit, I just want to feel alive so
Take me out back where all the bad dogs die slow
You’ll still deal with my teeth ‘cause this is something imma fight for

Fuck redemption
I just want you to see

Cold heart burns all

As I wade through this with my own bare hands
I’ve learned that it would not be you picking me up
You’re holding me back

I’m so sick of you hopping on a trend
Hey - you’re like a dog bitch, barking for a scent [no mercy]
I want to spit into the hand you extend
This ain’t no offer, this is an advance