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[Intro: Sufjan Stevens and Producer Tag]
Oh, be my rest, be my fantasy
Oh, be my rest, be my fantasy
​døves, døves, døves

[Verse 1: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal]
Tie it up, would that be wrong?
Must be the heat that makes my throat hurt in the mornin'
I've been wakin' up hot in my own bed
And you always turn your back, but I don't even want to talk about it
Like it's your new way to attack
Show you I have it, I pay everything in cash
You tie me up, so I'll react
I've been callin' out to you, but I'm gettin' no response and I'm like...
If there's a crisis, it'll be the last one
And if I die I hope it's in front of a mirror
I've got a girl, but it's super so platonic
I've got a friend, but it's really not convincing
He calls me up and I will say that you were not that down
Bodies on the ground, lights really out
Bodies on the ground

[Interlude: Sufjan Stevens]
Explaining what I feel, that empty feeling

[Verse 2: døves]
I was in the trees then, livin' in the background
Couldn't even see then, yeah, I had the blade out
Diggin' into my skin, searchin' for an answer
I think I wanted your love, I'm takin' my chances
Like do I want to die today or run away?
Excuses that I made sound the same, like I said, "I'm sorry"
Don't want me to leave, but I think it's too late
You don't want me to leave
And GothBoiClique in the club in the back
With the drugs in a bag and my heart in my hands, so black
I've been buyin' bottles all night, I'm so blacked
Benzo in my blood, like I think I need that
And yeah, I wanna die, but I don't want to forget you
So, tell me what it's like when I miss you
And tell me what it's like to be missed too
I still wanna die, but I don't want to forget you

[Outro: døves]
And I still wanna die
I still wanna die
But, I don't wanna forget you
I don't wanna forget you
I still need you in my life
And I still wanna die
I still wanna die
But, I don't wanna forget you
I don't wanna forget you
I still need you in my life
I still need you in my life