​youth

[Intro]
I’m holdin' my head, I can’t hold your hand
I already said I wasn’t meant for this

[Verse 1]
Troubled by the emptiness & benzodiazepines
This is fuckin' atrophy, I feel it
I can’t feel shit, bourbon on my rings
I’m collecting names, setting fire to my insides

[Verse 2]
Put that blade against my tongue, you know I fuck with death
I’ve been pullin' powder in my lungs, like I’ve got nothin' left
Angel wings on me, I’m already dead
Halos buried with their hymns six feet from my fuckin' head
And I was in the back durin' the set
Dressed in black, I didn’t get your text
Maybe I left you on read (maybe you don’t understand me)
I’m under stress, under slept, I feel the noose around my neck
I feel like I don’t want to live, I feel like I’ve already bled out

[Bridge]
Cut open, sun poisoned
Eyeliner, your rhetoric
A vision, mirages
I’m hollow, nothin' at all

[Outro]
You’re poured up, new haircut
(Already dead in the Benz, hit a hundred and five)
No feelin', young and in love
(Eighteen forever got blades out I’m ready to die)
Eyeliner, your parties
(Headlights in my eyes, the darkness eats me up inside)
Scar tissue, your skin on mine...