Ten PM
Hook:
Dead again a blank stare
Washes over my face
Only time I don't care
Is when I disassociate
Verse 1:
Burnt alive on the bed
With a lighter in my hand
Angry thoughts in my head
I just wish you'd understand
This shyt can come and go
But something always stays
It's really outta control
I could call it a plague
When every day feels the same
Sitting on my couch crying
Afraid to face my pain
Yeah I'm always lying
When I say I'm okay
On days when I isolate
It's better I hide away
Cuz I'll wear it on my face
Hook: (x2)
Dead again a blank stare
Washes over my face
Only time I don't care
Is when I disassociate
Verse 2:
No it don't stop won't stop
So fuck it, my tears mean nothin
Stemming from dumb shyt
Somethin someone said
6 years ago fuck it
Somethin someone said
6 days ago fuck it
I won't explain nothin
I'ma broken record
A cracked 45 stuntin
My misery loves it
Company wantin me
To be more lovin
I can't be I'm me
Always feel unwanted
If they dun love me
Trust me fuck it
I don't trust me
but I love me fuck it
Not gonna apologize
When I can't change nothin....
You hear me motha fucka?!
Not gonna apologize
When I can't change somethin..
Guess I'll fuckin die
When I can't change nothin...
Bridge:
Nothin's gonna change
If you won't let it change
Nothin's gonna change
Cuz I don't wanna change
Hook: (x2)
Dead again a blank stare
Washes over my face
Only time I don't care
Is when I disassociate