Primrose

I can't come in today
I think I've caught a bug
I know I need the pay
But right now I don't give a fuck
Because today I'm just so tired of myself
I just want to dwell

I'm thinking slowly
I can feel my only way out
Is through my restraints now
I wish I had another way

I've been drinking
And maybe it's not such a good thing.

I'm not good
God just give me some release
God just give me something please
Cause I'm drunk
And on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked
Misunderstood
I know
I can't let it go

I broke from my god
I covered myself in dirt
I can't get stuff done
I'm feeling the dread
I'm smoking too much
I'm staying in bed
I've let those demons
Back in my head
I need to find a balance
Before I lose myself again

God just give me some release
God just give me something please
because I'm drunk
And on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked
Misunderstood
I know
I can't let it go

Will you just leave me alone?

Why do I keep falling back on myself?

I'm not alright

I'm not good
God just give me some release
God just give me something please
I'm not good
I'm naked
Misunderstood
I know
I can't let it go