Think About It

I can feel the pain going away
I feel chills when I think about it

Even people that I love doubted
Don't know how many cause I stopped counting
If I had to guess there were thousands
I had days where my vision was clouded
I feel pain when I think about it
Should I stop or should I just allow it?
I would rather have a life without it
I'll get better when I think about it

Rolling with it I got goals I'm chasing
Only person is myself that I'm racing
How many memories do I keep erasing?
I realize you never cared for my feelings
I hear people talking while they don't face me
Then turn around and still embrace me
Fake support is annoying it's crazy
The love I gave there's no replacing

I feel pain when I think about it
Should I stop or should I just allow it?
I would rather have a life without it
I'll get better when I think about it

Some days I think about it
How my life they weren't about it
It's a process push throughout it
Did they stop talking trash?
I doubt it
Imma move on imma step around it
Even if some fake snakes surrounded
Found the truth I'm blessed I found Him
In time all the work compounded

Even people that I love doubted
Don't know how many cause I stopped counting
If I had to guess there were thousands
I had days where my vision was clouded
I feel pain when I think about it
Should I stop or should I just allow it?
I would rather have a life without it
I'll get better when I think about it

When I think about it
When I think about it
When I think about it
I'll get better when I think about it