So Long Suicide

Rock a bye baby, it's time to break
The habits that you fed
sweet sorrow while the cherished dead
Blow in my mouth every breath I take
Although I need you I don't want to bleed for you

So long suicide
Going right out of sight, out of mind
Leave me alone and abandoned

Hello, I'm alive
I'm loaded alive and I know
In my bones I know what I'm good for

Hello, I'm alive
I'm loaded alive, yes I know
In my bones I know what I'm doing

I steal the beauty and I taste the hurt
There's always time for pretty flowers
growing in the dirt
But time is your needle aimed to my heart
and I must be hollow
'cause I can't follow there

So long suicide
Going right out of sight, out of mind
Leaving me alone and abandoned

Hello, I'm alive
I'm loaded alive and I know
In my bones I know what I'm good for

Hello, I'm alive
I'm loaded alive, yes I know
In my bones I know what I'm doing

I'm scared of being ordinary
But I swear to live like anyone
and you know it's hard to make it
but life goes on?

And after all the crash and swell
we are just human

And after all is said and done
We're only human
You're out of sight and out of mind
I'm saying so long suicide

The half dream shade of yesterday
in bloom tomorrow?