Gotta Be Me

[Chorus]
I take the right and make it wrong to show a new perspective
Then while you bitter, I get a better at what you neglected
Sometimes feel that I’ma burn and I’m just being tested
Willpower weakened and I never seem to learn my lesson
I gotta big up my people, I couldn't do it for me
Feel like I gotta watch my back, I wonder who could it be
I got off track and stopped recording, nothings moving to me
I’m higher everyday, ain't that much movemеnt from me

[Verse]
Hate Abilify, on god, I’d rather pop mе a oxy
Like fuck what you decide, I’m bothered, I am not being cocky
I take a bottle to the dome and beat the pack down like rocky
And if I overdo it, I just trust that God there to watch me
If he even in the sky, I dont have the answers
Just a lot of questions, I be in my mind making banter
The only time I call on him, when friends is needing answers
That I can't provide, if they alive and well, hats off to enchater
Overly focused on my past, to figure out why I’m here
And what I’m doing, I wish I could make the time disappear
For every time I feel I stepped it up, I fall into fear
Feel like the vision’s blurry, everything inside is all clear
I gotta get my life and mind right, the end, it ain’t near
But I ain’t proud of my legacy yet, so I’m starting here
Back in the days when I was growing up, I wanted some money
My mama got me, even then though, asking made me feel bummy
And since I lived in the burbs, I knew my neighbors was dummies
Soon as the sky is dark, I’m hopping cars and homes like a bunny
All I needed was some gloves and I was gone like it’s nothing
I’m in the wind with the win, I’m finna spend on my buddy
Back in the BPE days, I said I’m the black sheep
I fell in line with everything, mom against
If you asked me, them highs I had was better before the perkies and tab sheets
That’s probably why I stick to green, even though it dont last me

[Chorus]
I take the right and make it wrong to show a new perspective
Then while you bitter, I get a better at what you neglected
Sometimes feel that I’ma burn and I’m just being tested
Willpower weakened and I never seem to learn my lesson
I gotta big up my people, I couldn't do it for me
Feel like I gotta watch my back, I wonder who could it be
I got off track and stopped recording, nothings moving to me
I’m higher everyday, ain't that much movement from me