Deadheads - A Love Song?

First time I met you it's like I’ve been in the wilderness
I thought about the reason why
All these tears I've ever wept before
Forever gone now, gone now
Passing by

No at once, beloved, a new awakening
Nothing is ever how it seems
All our kisses falling down like faded leaves
I don't know why?
It’s oh so mean

There's nothing I hoped for
But all I await

Once again I am back in my wilderness
But now I feel just like your prey
All those shattered expectations here
So please don't beg me now to stay

There's nothing I hoped for
But all I await
I climbed up your barrow above
And felt deeper down

Mistress, I bet you never will be the same again
Drifting like a starship lost in space again
Oh, I want you more, than I can stand
Raised your hope, I lied
Oh baby, it's the end

There's nothing I hoped for
But all I await
I climbed up your barrow above
And felt deeper down
Did I promise you endless love?
I don't give a damn