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Got lost in echoes trying to steal a glance or understand what motivates
Starting to feel that I will never get it right no matter what it takes
Now tripping, sweating, giving off the sense of hiding almost everything
Can't help but get fed up with your uncanny memory for all you've seen

Teach me how to leave
I'm restless

I'm idly dreaming of a chance to bide away my time where thought is pure
Attempt to gain the tools to learn to translate knowledge from another world
This awkward turn of phrase is slipping up just trying to get a point across
But if I speak this way, I'll start to change, and then my sense of self is lost

I'm dull, restless and bored today
Routine starts getting in the way
Forgot all that I had to say
The rest is useless
Blinded