Gray Matter Wandering

Facing the marsh of destruction, I seek it
In this conclusion, I feel I am weakened
The graying decay of scattered remains
Will do its service before they take me themselves
Forward we stomp, yet we're bound to crawl
Learning the lesson of abandoning the Sun
Delegating the degrading ones to abandonment
And in this restless mortality
I feel the need to soothe the urge
And in this reckless reality
I've killed the tedious demiurge
The end of my universe
Slumber eternally, gray matter wandering
In this aftermath, you turned to me
As you view a sight you never thought you would see
Inside the hand is the mending blade
In which I will use to make an end
From the inside out I quake
As it all begins to make sense
Every action accumulated to this moment
Release me from this flesh prison
Sway the end of days away from me
Losing grip on reality
Beastly feelings taunting me
All encompassing the rage
Of the masses running away
From the decay of gray matter wandering
And in this restless mortality
I feel the need to soothe the urge
And in this reckless reality
I've killed the tedious demiurge
The end of my universe
Slumber eternally, gray matter wandering
Forward we stomp, yet we're bound to crawl
Learning the lesson of abandoning the Sun
Beyond perception
This purposed fatality
Has culled the need to soothe the urge
They hold dominion upon the Earth
For it is what we deserve when we think this way
I dream the day
In which I carry my own body to the grave
In the flesh, in a hex
I believed I was dead
Not a day has gone by
In which I thought I would take
My final breath... for the last time