We Want to Find Some Sort of Peace

What haunts me this time?
Nothing has happened but I feel bad
I'm hyperventilating and I can't stop crying
I have the feeling that something bad is going to happen or that something is happening, it's just that I don't realize it
I am not afraid of death or suicide, it will always be an option
Why do I feel so worthless?
This anxiety is killing me!
I wish I could disappear
I've lost myself in these last few months
Although my life has held up well, I am not
I feel like I no longer have reasons
Inside of me! Everything is rotten, it's broken!
Why everything! Why this?!
We want to find some sort of pеace