stuck in time

I'm just tired of trying to tell myself that I'm okay
It's all a delusion from what I really feel when everyone's away
I fucked up, God I really need a break now
Don't know how much longer I can take now
Well it's cold standing out in the rain
But even God needs to cry somedays

I watch as everything just passes by
The hardest part of feeling stuck in time

Well if I fall I know that I need to get up someday
But how much longer until my knees will start to break away?
I fucked up, God I really need a break now
Don't know how much longer I can take now
Well it's cold standing out in the rain
But even God needs to cry somedays

I watch as everything just passes by
The hardest part of feeling stuck in time
I watch as every piece of me goes by
The hardest part of feeling stuck in time

All of my friends are doing better while I'm so far behind
Running away from all my problems won't heal what's all inside
I kinda like the way it feels to be alone all the time
But how alone until I lose whatever's left of my mind?
I fucked up, God I really need a break now
Don't know how much longer I can take now
Well it's cold standing out in the rain
But even God needs to cry somedays

I watch as everything just passes by
The hardest part of feeling stuck in time
I watch as every piece of me goes by
The hardest part of feeling stuck in time