Light Sleeper

There's a hole in the wall
Now I can hear your voice like you're beside me
And I can see your face like you're in front of me
But you're out of reach
Five drinks in me, in me, yeah
Places that I can't be
In the moment it's so good
But there's some things I wish I didn't see
And there's some ways I wish I didn't feel
And there's some ways that towered over me
Not sure how I'm still standing here
My music's good, and I know it's late

If you wanna go just say it, no end for me in sight
Not sure how many more ways I could say
That you're the only thing I think about
Well I feel it under conversation, oh
Sometimes it's not what it's not
And sometimes it's not what it's not

Crying over stirring the water, the sky ain't there
The weight of the world on my shoulder blades, don't stray too far
And these nights alone won't be the only ones
And these dark nights aren't the only ones
Still can't tell if I'm strong enough
I take refuge in arms and love
And bury my face in my friend
I came so close to the end
Saved or destroyed in a moment
Light sleep, awake, and again
Changing my plans
Said if none of this shit makes more sense in the end ill be pissed
Some things I know you don't show
I let you in and you let it run cold
I saw your face, say that I should forget it
When you won't admit when it's all in your head again

I wish it was easier
At least the music's good
(I know it's late)
If you want to go just say it, no end for me in sight
Not sure how many more ways I could say
That you're the only thing I think about
Well I feel it under conversation, oh
Sometimes it's not what it's not
And most times it's not what it's not
It's not

Some things just out of our control
There's nothing you can do
And I know
There's nothing I can do
To feel close enough to you
To feel close enough to you
To feel close enough to you
To feel close enough to