Hellmouth (Feat. Spaceman Jones)
[Verse 1: Matt Langston]
Take a breath, find a safe space
I'm a panic attack when you meditate
Got me second-guessin' every quest that I'm takin'
'Til I took a slip, fell into the well, self-medication
I just want the fame for the fame's sake
Here I go again strappin' atom bombs to my namesake
I know I am just what I am
But can I get my therapist to see me more than just a six on the enneagram?
[Chorus: Matt Langston]
You're the one crawlin' out of the hellmouth
Megatons comin' straight from the meltdown
Turnin' all my godsеnds into hellhounds
[Verse 2: Matt Langston]
Guess I got to get my hеart right
With the way, the truth and the fist fight
I'm just like, they say it only takes a teaspoon of water to drown
But I've been gulpin' down oceans
Only chokin' on what I put my hope in
Suffered a nervous breakdown
Bringin' Christmas Eve back to Halloween Town
I expend a lot of energy hiding all this crisis behind my eyes
It's why I'm travelin' back into black holes
Neil DeGrasse Tyson
[Chorus: Matt Langston]
You're the one crawlin' out of the hellmouth
Megatons comin' straight from the meltdown
Turnin' all my godsends into hellhounds
[Post-Chorus: Matt Langston]
Turnin' all my godsends into hellhounds
[Bridge: Spaceman Jones]
We're runnin' from pain
It's all in the game
We maintain the strain, can't move on
Livin' in shame
Who can we blame?
Keep doin' you, push right on
Gotta cut the lights on
Livin' right, me and you might have to fight homes
Look at this life, yo
We rockin' but can't get it right, though
I've been in the deep end
Middle of the dark still fightin' off demons
Doubts in my heart
Tell me go another round but I gotta start swingin'
Lookin for a meanin'
Or a way to make it out of this dream
Life as it seems is a veil of tears
A valley of screams
Nobody makes it out clean
[Chorus: Matt Langston]
You're the one crawlin' out of the hellmouth
Megatons comin' straight from the meltdown
Turnin' all my godsends into hellhounds
[Chorus: Matt Langston]
You're the one crawlin' out of the hellmouth
Megatons comin' straight from the meltdown
Turnin' all my godsends into hellhounds