Never Forget

What’s goodie?
The heartbreak and the bully
Psyche rewired from ways you used to pull me
Away from what’s real
I didn’t know how to feel
Reactions of any sort seemed to be an ordeal
‘Cause you won’t having it
No remorse, me forced to be a savage bitch
Thankful I got the balance
So I now hold the phallus
And the testes, for those tryna test E
Worried who tryna test me
Wishing I could just rest, see
Yet you stayed on a hundred
Forreal, no need for frontin’
Wreaking havoc
Every dose left another one blunted
I saw it in your cereal
You gave me the bowl
Now I cry over spilled milk
That shit’s getting old
That woe is me, old as can be, come notice me
Always need someone gassin’ or I’ll remain on E
The grown take responsibility and make a change
I can’t blame you anymore, so you should do the same
Loving all of the control, all the complacent drama
So tell me, are you facing demons or you facing karma?
Cycles are infectious, I heard one man say
The only way to keep it is to give it away
Hey
Remember misery’s where you dwell
And you were giving me hell, paid it forward for the cornered and the tortured
The trickle effect is building a well
Every word spoken put out a spell
Never got tired of the tension
Or the stress, but I’ve strengthened
Hitting bottom calls for ascension
Heart on my sleeve
How could you ever forget?
The way that L will fit, I’ll never forget
Aye you
The one that kept fucking with curiosity
Made a mockery of yaself, so now they mocking me
All in the name of love
Or was it all in ya mind, the way you set it up?
Disconnected from reality
Swore you could fly, you met gravity
Took his hand, got calloused, see
Shining star’s a white dwarf up in ya galaxy
The bio you read, it was a fallacy
Just saying, lil mama, so don’t be mad at me
Subconscious calling, but you already all in
Told him he trippin’, but you ended up fallin’
He came and he went
Like he nutted and took a piss
Bounced out on ya ass
Now you wanting to get revenge
Nah
Know when it’s best to ride with the unknown
Signs were there, you detoured each one you came up on
And that’s the cost of learning this life
Thinking they got ya back, but they the ones with the knife
And that’s typical, right
Say you not using ya mind
Yet we have all managed to get nicked, cut up, or sliced
And I mean quite a few times
Scars remain, but you fine
All those diamonds were really just dimes
And that’s fine
So now, look up to your destiny
‘Cause all of what falls in line is what’s meant to be
First line, you’re golden, find the lining, it’s silver
I’m just saying to remember who’s in the mirror
It’s me
Remember you was giving ya last
And you was giving ‘em ass, not for lust but for love
Made it moreso a right, not a privilege to ask
Didn’t even wanna touch yo ass
Giving it all, got too high
They let you fall
But you knew
The love they had, diminished
Yet those big heads grew
Heart on my sleeve
How could you ever forget?
The way that L will fit, I’ll never forget