Cafe Of Lights

I don't feel the same anymore
I don't wanna hurt but, I can't stop
Helplessly trying to grow up but not
But this isn't a way to grow up
I'm forgetting were my past is from
You or them i'm torn
But to them i'm sworn, forgive my mistake
It's something i was born to do, bu since then i've grown
I want to go to the cafe of lights
Where peace finds me easier than when I tried
For all of those nights that I cried
On this earth, I've spent my time
For every second that I've been here
I've chosen to stay here
Don't get me wrong, I'm the one thing that i fear
And when you ask me how I been, I can't help but thinking
That I have been better and I have been worse
But I mean you ended up in hearse, and I know
I have the same fate, it's basically a crate, with a bad surprise
Whats the point when life's no longer a prize and it's meaningless and i'm powerless
I want to go to the cafe of lights
Where peace finds me easier than when I tried
For all of those nights that I cried
On this earth, I've spent my time
How can I move on, when all I feel is pain
Something inside me just won't ever be the same,
I need your help to explain, every night I feel faint
And I don't dare tell you because I'm not, not there
I want to go to the cafe of lights (Cafe of light)
Where peace finds me easier than when I tried (Easier than when I tried)
For all of those nights that I cried(Nights that I cried)
It's the cafe of lights(It's the cafe of lights)