Faking Smiles

Faking Smiles is not what it seems I'm falling
Making up split personalities
I'm shaking
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk
I'm sorry that I'm always nervous
I don't wanna make you worry
I'm never doing it on purpose
It sucks my visions always blurry
But do you ever feel trapped
Inside of your mind?
And does your face ever feel like
It's just a disguise?
And all my friends they think
I'm putting on a show
It's funny that they think
That they already know
My future seems so bleak
I can't see past my age
I really hate to think
I won't be here one day
Faking Smiles is not what it seems I'm falling
Making up split personalities
I'm shaking
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk
And everything's alright
For now
I hope this feeling sticks around
Clear the thoughts inside my head
Some things are better left unsaid
I'm in a fragile state of mind
If only you could see inside
My hearts unstable
And a little off track
It ain't getting better
And everything you loved and lost
You can't get back
No no no no don't look back
You lie to all your friends and say
That you feel fine
When you just feel like dying
Hoping that one day you'll finally
Feel alright
I'm alright
I'm just fine
Faking Smiles is not what it seems I'm falling
Making up split personalities
I'm shaking
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk
And in the end who knows
Maybe I'll be better off alone
Probably not
Cause I'll just be left
With my thoughts
Oh that would suck
Mentally unstable